BLOG: 10月5日

You know you need to talk about it

But you can’t

It’s hurting you too much

You can’t even bear to retell the news

To put it into words is like cutting your heart open

You try to block it all out,

Not to think about it

Though the news has already been engraved on your heart

It’s too late man

Too late…

Everything is too late.

Too late to unheard the news

Too late to fix it all

Too late

People are telling you that it’s time to move on

a little poem that i wrote

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Time and time again

you think ' Oh come on , it has gotta stop it can't get worse than this'

 then bounce back for a bit and hit rock bottom again

you wonder how deep can the pain be,

how much are you really hurted?

you wonder if you are just imagining this whole damn thing

or you are in denial

or it's all a very bad long dream

'when...Read more

BLOG: 9月20日

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So it was my Belgian sister’s wedding on sat…. I can’t believe my little sister is getting married!!!  And my little sister took care of me when I was soooo sick on my first day back…. I slept for 15 hours!!! And she came in in the middle of it giving me pills and water, she even made me soup the morning after!!!!! So my little sister is not little anymore. Little sister, I am soooo proud of you, and I sincerely bless you and Christof for a wonderful life ahead of you two. Sister, you have found your Mr. Right, and I am sooooo happy for you...Read more

belgium 1sep 1210

So here I am back to my home inprefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" /Belgium, my get away palace, my shelter…. Life has been upside down for the past 6 months and I’ve been ripped open and hallowed… things are great here but this is still a real world, seeing Opa and oma getting old and deteriorating is devastating. This is when I wish I speak more Flemish so that at least I can understand them even more… I used to be their sunshine, being at their yesterday again was not the same….. I’ve changed, they ha...Read more

thanks guys for the bday wishes

THank You everyone for your birthday wishes and coming to my party

i had a great  time and i hope you did too...

good to see all my good friends together :> and being loved by you all

cheers guys

love you

canz X

tribute to the firemen who lost their lives on air of 903

Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2WH73pCKdlA I was really really disbured by  the Mong Kong fire the other day..... I when i say disturbed .... i mean moved and hurt... I wish there was something , whatever that is, that i could do to help,  taking care of people who got homeless because of the fire  or playing with the kids there.... whatever..... that was when i realise how little my power is ...... and that's when i ...Read more

you were my rose

…So the Little Prince tamed the fox. And when the hour of his departure drew near—

       “Ah,” said the fox, “I shall cry.”

       “it is your own fault,” said the Little Prince. “I never wished you any sort of harm, but you wanted me to tame you…”

       “Yes that is so,” said the fox.

       “But now you are going to cry!” said the Little Prince.

       “Yes that is so,” said the fox.

       “Then it has done you no good at all!”

       “It has done me good,” said the fox, “because o...Read more

You are who you are for a reason

You are who you are for a reason....

by Russell Kelfer

You are who you are for a reason.

You're part of an intricate plan.

You're a precious and perfect unique design,

Called God's special woman or man.

You look like you look for a reason.

Our God made no mistake.

He knit you together within the womb.

You're what He wanted to make.

The parents you had were the ones He chose,Read more

thank you angels

i'm really thankful , in the past few days i really felt the love from my precious friends..... even just a look, a hug, a little note ..... they all mean soooo much to be

thank you guys

and i mean i just really want you all to know that i really really appreicate it and thank you for bearing with my mood swing

thanks Fiona, for coming out even though when you are tired to keep me company

thanks Wing, for being honest to me and always having great conversation with me  and telling me that i've grown<...Read more