recycle

a few weeks ago i posted a few photos from a shoot with my friend Shawn Petersen.

this is what he made with them.

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oh hai

guess who i’m shooting with this weekend?

mmhmm that’s right

distant love affair

i’m having a bit of a tantrum right now.  maybe it’s silly, but tsk!

i don’t wanna!!!

i don’t want to go back to my [incredibly spoiled] life!!!

auditions?  yoga?  california cuisine?  bright summer sun?  what?  boriiiiing…

i just can’t be bothered right now.

what the fuck happened?

you goddamn australians, that’s what happened.  christ i’m in love.  i was so charmed…

completely swept.

i saw so much beauty in those 10 days.  beauty in the land.  beauty in the people.

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expansion

when my world was small

i believed my first connections were so rare

and that love was almost impossible to find.

…

as my world grows bigger

i realize those connections are real and everywhere

and that i can love limitlessly.

i tried to be sad yesterday, and couldn’t.

sometimes i can be so selective about what i share on here.  other times one might consider my posts over-sharing.  i mean pee dreams?  those of you who love that post, i know you’re out there.

i’ve found the last several weeks a period of tremendous growth.  i have so many ideas and see so much potential in the world.  ...Read more

gentle gangsta love

happy mother’s day to all the gentle gangsta moms out there!

we just can’t helps ourselves sometimes

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maybe

fear.

such an interesting thing this fear feeling.  once upon a time, fear used to be a tool for our ancestors.  for them to learn and establish what was dangerous in the world.  fear helped to inform us and save lives.

so what about now?  now that we’re so rarely faced with clear, present, imminent danger, what does fear do?

well, i can only speak for myself, but sometimes it immobilizes.  it causes excessive rumination.  fear often becomes a mental concept, and it exists in varying degrees of my consciousness.  instead of fear...Read more

rollerskating ain’t what it used to be

i miss you skateland usa.  the nachos.  the disco balls.  the couples skate.

a sneak look at an experimental shoot i did with friend Shawn Petersen.  more to come…

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pink pill

so…

just when i think life is getting drab, it pops a little excitement pill and sends me packing somewhere.  how about that.

this morning i received a call from my rep and she says guess what you’re going to kansas city.

my first thought was…wait, which one was that?  oh yeeaahh…

so, i guess i’m going to kansas city tomorrow.

it’s strange fun going on these out of town jobs all of a sudden.  you unexpectedly get to go somewhere and meet some really cool, interesting people…i love that.

i’m a lucky gi...Read more