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have to go with what makes me happy, not for my mom, not because all the advices from girl friends,not because all those rules. Because I’m new to comedy, very bad with men, work, everyone gives me an advice I kept on eating the advice and I had diarrhea ( 2days! and it was how you spell it die-arr(when I poop) hea( when I was done.) someone told me I can’t work. I did. someone told me I won’t be in relationship unless I’m healed from last relationship.  I wonder if I’m broken from last last relationship that’s why I stop letting people touch my face, became celibate, I don’t know. All I know is I, have to be happy and filled with joy because root of what I want to do is to make 1000000 people happy everyday. Not just mom not just god, not just whoever around. The thought of it made me excited and I started to tell myself. I am a George Lopez.