I think my ratio

of laughing and eating and relaxing got higher. every day lil by lil.

The other day I found myself humming.

I don’t really check time and add all the numbers and figure out what that mean in my head and I do not panic that often. I think it’s due to starch diet. When you have starch you be mad for few sec, but you let go because your brain get blocked by fat cells. I’m not this nerv wrecking nail biting cutting not eating sleeping child, I’m senior citizen. I poop so much today( how? )sometimes I have stomach problem but I’m going to work and hope I can bartend soon so I can fart behind the bar.