When I was a lil girl.

I had introverted personality. I grow up not seeing my father much so I hang with only females. I used to cry when I saw mailman. I remember my mom made me go to kids camp so I will come out from my shell. I was into playing the duct flute by myself. It got stolen many times. Boys were mean. They would ring my door bell and run. I fucking hated my school.  I used to daydream what if someone made this medicine and everyone will fall in love with me. (It’s called Roofies now.) I had my first boyfriend in 5th grade. He looked like monkey. We broke up because he had dirty nail. Young love…Didn’t we used to like someone as a kid for simplest reason?