yesterday

I hang out with girls from back in the days when I used to do beauty pegeants ( I just spelled beauty pegions) such as hawaiian tropic. I hardly ever go out so it was fun. I love when people are drunk because they tell you how much they love you and likes my shoes. People often ask me how do I not drink, It’s so easy because I’m 1) prude and I like saying no 2) I love compliments 3)I always feel sick because my body can’t break down.

She was telling me how she join the contest and won. I won my title because I met owner and told him I’m from Japan.  I didn’t know you supposed to win contest. I also didn’t know every girl had sponsor flying them to Hawaii. I frew myself.  I was excited because they had FREE buffet that noone touches. I was eating them all by myself so when they taped hawaiian tropic, I was like butterball. everyone supposed to wear national costume, but I didn’t know. Miss brazil had this amazing feather made carnival outfit, and I was next. I wore yellow table cloth.  I miss Hawaii. I miss the time I was living freely. Now I’m responsible for shit and I’m not even pregnant. damn you aging.