4 mah mommas .

i was gonna title this blog, “so who wants to date my mom? wait dont answer that…” hahahaha but not gonna lie, i think id be more interested in finding someone awesome for my mom rather than finding a guy for myself… besides the guys who ive came across recently were um… yea letsnotgothere….mmm ill talk about it later…ok i got sidetracked…. about my mom…. this is a portrait of her, still in the works….

“you will be smothered by the love around you.”

except i feel like crying whenever i see it. because im strong enough to help my mother move forward, but i dont have the power to take away her pain. i think that was a hard lesson to learn in life, that we as people dont have that gift, not really really.

it is about growth, and strength, and life… falling down but being strong enough to admit being vulnerable, and being strong enough to allow others to help and love you….really, the lesson of the year.  for me, these are the lessons i have adopted, as well as accepting the organic rhythem of life, and how to make good decisions as a person and for the envronement around you. yea, looking at this breaks my heart, even though the ideals are optimistic. perhaps its the emo artist in me. booo damn emotions?!?! (note: the sarcasm)  who needs estrogen, am i right ladies?? just playin haha… god im so weird…

GAHHHH I NEED TO GET MY FRIGGIN ASS TOGETHER!!!!

MARCH_upcoming shows:

1. mike bliz’s solo show at “alphacult”, long beach/ca : featured artist.

2. “the kids are alright” national tour, group show, philedelphia/pa: featured artist.

3. “hiveland” the hive group show, los angeles/ca: featured artist.

JUNE_upcoming shows:

1. “homecoming” solo show at pueblo nuevo, berekely/ca. mine mine mine! hahahaha

honestly, i should be worried, but i dont think it has hit me yet!!!!!! GAHHH!!!!!