[ you were to think .]

you were to think someone who has been fighting an abusive past, who has had an unfaithful father and a currently adulterous lover would hate men, or wonder why men cheat or do bad things. i was never one of those. i simply say, people cheat. people fuck up and do fucked up things, but there's always a reason, it may not be good or a decent excuse, and some people dont know how to grow into their own skin or are scared, or, well, pathetic, nonetheless...all i know is that i can only move forward and grow and just be.... fighting the temptation over powering the other sex....i just want to be treated decently.