Goodbye Materialisation! Hello Real World!

Tonight is the last night i'll be updating my blog for the moment only.

I'll be back in a week or so...

Anyways...

It's farewell to my humble lappy here as i move on to upgrade to a new one in the months ahead.

It's farewell to my humble fishing rods as i move on to upgrade to only 2 high end rods instead of the now 8 moderate rods.

It's farewell to my long hair in the time to come as it has been 3 long years since it grew.

It's farewell to my BMX bicycle which has been my saviour in my transportations to travel anywhere around the East Area of SG and hello new one and only Flava Bike or perhaps something useful before Flava launches.

It's farewell to my dreamworld that i'm living and hello the real world!

It's farewell to Options and farewell to my life savings and hello day drama. 

Face it!! In life you must anticipate things at a time.  I've been living in a world of illusions and hopes since the day i stepped forth to pursue whatever i've yearned, has repent and i'm glad.

I'd welcome you to step into my shoes if you have the balls, the guts or better yet, the patience and will.

I'm allowing all of you to read this story of mine in hopes some of you may wake up!

Before even i became a Music Producer, i was struggling my ways... nevermind the fact i made songs all the way to Belgium to Canada to Indonesia to Malaysia to Germany to Jeddah to Jordan to Yemen to Hong Kong.... I wasn't happy at what i wanted.. but then again after meeting the right people in life( Need not mention names,you know who you are!haha), you change and actually enjoy every second of it! Thus life is really a test for all of us in hopes and that we accept it or ot. And throw all those negative thoughts away and your on your way to the brighter path.

Super Producer Syed "Don M" Muhammad  

You wake up everyday saying to yourself that you are an inspiration, that you are positive, that you are well and capable and that you are a spearheader of the destined dreams your people wants you to be.

Fictionally, that is who you are. Non-ficitonally, you are actually struggling out of your everyday life pursuing the main matters, the food on the table, the roof to shelter you from the rain and hot times, the place to rest your mind and sleep with ease. The clothes for you to wear during cold or hot weather, to not let others see you in despair without clothes or some bastards may say "Retarded Beggar!"

Try being the eldest in your family with no father, and a single mother working at her 50's supporting your sibling's daily needs and your once in a while need for allowances.

Try waking up in the morning realising that your qualifications doesn't deter you a secured job yet your talent pushes you forward to excelling a job that you always dream of being to be.

Try taking the time to actually self study and indulge yourself in heavy learning just so you acquire knowledge that you may use in the future as a way of life as well as guidog those whi wishes to be guided.

Try being the leader of your pact. Try understanding everyone's need in your pact.

Try facing egoistic friends, saying that they have becomed a superstar or a successful boss of his/her fucked up company and blabbering shit about himself/herself. Try indicating your way to his/her way and they won't even nudge. Yes they won't. They think they are the glorious ones and theirs is always right .And not to mention that they even have the time to chill out and lay back and hoping someone will clean their shit and litter. Well, Fuck You! ya Fuck You!

Try going out to town glamorously dressed ,yet only a couple of dollars in your wallet. And then head to the hottest club in town, with that only a couple of dollars and hustle your way through... Ya you know the bartender and bouncer and manager , so what! You meet your high end friends and wait till they offer you a drink..

Well it may not be an issue to others but on the other hand, what were you thinking you self headed bitch!

The reason why i empahsize on such small matters is because i was in that position most of it except the going town part... Seriously. I prefer staying in my hood and chilling out with my friends.. You can ask all my friends... Ask them.. they'll give you an answer... I've stopped clubbing for more than a year after realising that i was spending way to much.. I only go to town on special occassions. Special ones!

So what is your goal in life actually?

What do you really desire?

What have you learned?

What do you want?

A Millionaire?

A Billionaire?

An Aston Martin?

A Bentley?

Dude, i know what i want and if you think i'm tripping, give me a call and i'll be glad to explain the factors and principles of my life at no extra charge!

Just let me reintroduce myself to you guys/girls once again since i'm taking a break for a week or so....

My name is Syed Muhammad. Known to the world as Syed "Don M" Muhammad. known to friends as Muhammad Arab. I'm a Producer/Composer/Song Arranger. I'm a critic. I learnt the art. I'm a normal person. I don't drive a car yet, i travel by my bicycle or otherwise, the wonderful Singapore transportation. I'm a shoulder to lean on. I'm a friend that sometimes people find it hard to leave and move. I motivate and cultivate in every aspect through my god given gift. i don't believe in violence. I spearhead whatever that is needed to be placed. Why am i capable? Cause i studied? Cause i took the time to learn even when i was being pestered by my mum asking me to get a day job every single day.

2008 has been really challenging for me. Really it has. But it was better than 2007..

2008 has made me realise new things in life... realise that you have to throw away the bad things in life in order to achieve the good ones in life. I have thrown almost every thing! yes everything...!!

The family tree....

You figure out yourself ...

i'd like to thank all my friends, my backbones, my dearest mum, my grandparents, my great grand parents, my teachers and mentors, the ones i grew up with, the ones who saw me bloom, the ones who struggled with me till i reached my peak, the one who taught me how to get rid of that shyness and build confidence, the ones who spared me cash neverendingly in times where i was dead broke and has never complained about asking it back, the ones who paved my ways for pursuing my dreams... Thank You!! Sincerely!

And the ones who played monopoly just now and lost again.... hahah but then again, i hope all has grudges or such...

We're all as one ... and even though i'm still learning, i believe that i have reached a level of certain aspects and am capable of sailing more towards the rougher seas..

I believe the next time i blog, you guys would have already commented and AliveNotDead's converted my profile.

From the heart of a survivor, yours truly,

Syed Muhammad Alaydrus a.k.a Don M