Passion Against Trend Against Culture Against Time Against The Truth

Good morning world. Good evening world. Good Day.

It's been a while since i last blogged or type my thoughts.

However easy it seems for a normal person to just blog and type their thoughts,

for a person such as myself, it is different.

I don't blog as much as i used too. I don't say hi AnD, still alive not dead like i used too.

But i'll still do say, i hope everyone's fine and well and doing good in their respective fields.

Hi. I'm>>>>

This will be one of the longest blog that i will type as i won't be having having that much time to type my thoughts like i used too.

It may sound sad, it may hurt you, it may offend you, it may even discontinue your dream and passion to do what you have always wanted to do. All i ask, is for you to readers, to think out of the box and understand that Reality does not suck and whoever you are, an icon, a superstar, a person who studied hard to be where you want to be, the dream that you chase, the wants instead of your needs. Then bless you.

Cause you were either born with a silver, platinum spoon that you are so well to do that you don't need to go through the hardships of a normal Being.

Why does every person have an ego?

Why does every person have their mindset in such a manner "study hard, and you will get paid hard"

Why does every person have their problems yet the can't solve their problems?

Why is it so hard to lend a helping hand even though one of your hands is tight up?

Why act like a superstar, like a socialite, like a gangster, like a peacekeeper?

The question. Y?

Only you can answer that question.  How do you find the answer, follow the simple steps that i've been through and that i have the fucking guts to tell you how too.

It's not ego typing, it's reality typing.

if it was attention typing, i'd just brag and say you know you fucks, i have tons of credentials behind my back and i have tons of people who heeds my advice and for somewhat reason or another, i made it.  On my own. On my own. On my own.

Every year, when April comes, i celebrate my birthday for a month.  This year, however, i have plunged into the depths of the sea that even the sharks cant sense me.  It means i did not have a very good birthday.

You see,  you have to have a "status" to get things your way and all, but then again if you are a person who dedicates your passion and love for everything, it would be easier. Y act like a superstar when you can't even leave the house.

The past 4 months has been a real hell of a ride. facing tons of barriers, tons of roadblocks. Ask me again, i'd say, the past decade.

If i typed my birthday is meaningless then i had to reconsider.  Cause firstly, i am not the Artiste who appears on TV, the celebrity who ask for photos and autographs to be signed but rather, a person who never gives up.

I am a struggling Musician

I got Vip treatment for being a Struggling Musician.

Fyi, this is in Sentosa, Singapore.

I get to see the rooms of the Resorts world.

I get to snap a glimpse of where i stood.

Yes, and if i am not wrong i think i saw a local celebrity being escorted out of the premises.

if i was not wrong, i paid less than $10 for a VVIP  tour.

And the staff asked what i did for a living, i said, i also don't know and they laughed.

i received this as a gift. i just received it. And i am grateful for the gifts.

I was in Kuala Lumpur recently for the AIM awards. Singapore's Mediacorp anugerahitz rejected our 12 nominations and had my mother pay double.

anugerahitz  did not acknowledge The Foundation neither Don M or what except for their people. apparently, i have to be on TV to be a nominee.

Best part, they treated us like blady fools and assholes. So much for being a Singaporean when the community doesn't even give u a chance.

Oh i forgot, all the nominees were contestants that joined competitions to be famous. Ah yes, how wonderful. I forgot i did not appear in any competitions or participated in any competitions or financial backing but i had>>>

What else....

Oh this..

And this>>>

Ah yes...

Colabr8

You can't be in a hotel with so many people u know.

As i was saying...

You need pillars.

And u need to stay humble>> then u can,

Wear a bath robe in at the lobby. And>>

Get the staffs to snap a little.

And other keepinf it real>>

And when it's time....

Fuck any1 u want..

Say good bye to your new friends that will soon be your partners in the industry..

Back in Singapore to celebrate my only sister's birthday.

and not forgetting>>

and od course>>

That is my life.

I wish i could say more and praise and diss everyone but i promised not too cause my only main concern now is my HDD and all of my nearly a decade long of studying and researching and investing. .  I have started to given up on the hope of my life is somewhere in the world.

Best part i spent nearly $4k just to track it. I've lost a lot of friends recently and made new good sincere ones.

Well that is life, maybe i was just brought to earth to be stepped on. maybe i was brought on earth to worry about other and not worry about myself.

After all, it was my own friends that degraded me to a soundman, my own friends saying im too lazy and unprofessional. And my own friends thought i was a dweller.

People, hate me if you want too, but at the end of the day your own your own.

for being too lazy i released Classic part 1

Made M.  Chef M,

And even though you may have eaten salt or seen the world more than i do, i am way above you. Period.

Y? Cause i was raised by a single parent and i am happy to be given the gift to study and not give up.

So go ahead do what you have to do to sustain yourself, i make a song in 3 mins, u make a song in 3 days. you copy styles, i don't copy styles. I keep it real and with no 5 C's in my agenda, i can never repay what my mother has brought me up to be.

So there you go folks, live a fickled life, but never forget where u came from. I've lost tons, and only my close ones knows, But i'll still smile, cause that is the way of life. 

so may god bless all your kind souls, and for those who have helped me, thank u and i pray for your well being as well. 

Im on Twitter as well, www.twitter.com/DonMsm

Not asking you to follow, just letting you know. follow if u feel. Not folllow as you please.

ReverbNation.com/DonM

Peace n Love,

Syed "Don M" Muhammad

and Mr yana, ive sent u the CD