finally, I composed a song... What a mess @@?

Wrote a song last night... totally disorder...totally just a mess...but, Thats my style of music...Maybe you think thats sucks...but I put my soul in it...We live in a shit hole...Why need to fallow this shit hole's rules...??Do what I want, wrote what I like...Maybe, live in a disorder with my love and what I Love...will better than live in this shit hole which is full of fake shit, rules, sorrows, screams and tears...A diSoRdER sONg - K.Lo