Blog: Sunday, Apr 26

maybe it's all my fault.. i didn't treasure you well enough..

maybe it's all my fault.. i shouldn't have those emotional problems..

maybe it's all my fault.. i shouldn't have had met aj..

maybe it's all my fault.. i shouldn't have had married and divorced..

maybe it's all my fault.. i shouldn't have had kept bethia..

maybe it's all my fault.. i shouldn't have had this kind of parents which led me so much of emotional problems..

maybe it's all my fault.. i shouldn't have had been born..

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i can't change the things happened in my life.. so, it wouldn't be my fault.. as i haven't decide things that happened..

and it wouldn't be their fault..

and it wouldn't be your fault..

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it's not my fault that i have these emotional problems..

it's not my fault that i have these emotional problems from the things happened in my life..

i do not want to live in my past..

i am "now" becoz of the "past"..

now that im aware of it and im dealing with it..

i didn't expect u will give up on me.. 

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it's not my fault that you've given up this relationship..

and it's not your fault that you've had enough of me..

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i can't help you with your decision..

you can't help with your feelings..

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we've tried.. to save this relationship.. while u've lost hope..

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but your hope was lost.. and it's lost..

while my hope was lost.. but found.. and now lost..

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when hope dies, love dies..

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it's no one's fault when we couldn't match whilst we crash..

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maybe im not making any sense here..

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maybe..