JGH from that intense Elijah rehearsal with the actors and orchestra.. the wish that is now granted.. although I broke my choirmaster's trust much.. I hope it will repair by fixing issues especially on my tempo markings #attaca.. (the quartet aria before the last choir aria)...

Speaking of, all of us here are tired ... and sick (some of them) and some are stressed because of the long duration of the performance... even if I didn't get that favorite aria that I loved.. I fell in love with arias that I sang especially the octet aria ;) praying fervently on the tomorrow night's concert will be a fruitful to everyone and to the listeners alike.. #camaderie

In my case, I honestly got nervous and almost to the point of being mentally collapsed.. however I was able to pick up on the tempo (Widow and Elijah duet) and look it's a bit challenging and yet a challenge that I have to face for future performances as well.. it's my first time being a soloist in an oratorio.. (so scary in the beginning, but I'll get use to it).. for me I lost my fire after the choirmaster has lost his energy to approach especially to me.. :( In fact, I got to accept it that everyone are so tired... so much tired... :-/

The important here is I was able to feel the orchestra's momentum and other soloists momentum as well.. pardonnez moi maestro.. :(

Anyways so much for my sadness but... I have to focus solely on the tomorrow's performance not on the sad and dark sobering sides.. you know.. I really want to make this concert a happy go lucky memorable to me as part of my pre-international stage on the 3rd quarter. ;)

I wanna be happy .. and be optimistic for the concert sake. And have a jamming with a great soloist as a peace offering after a week of depressing week. ^_^