it's CRAZY

oh my God oh my God oh my God prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /

ok where should I start....

Today, I started off bad.... was a bit blue, a bit down and had to wake up early for rehersal and all the BIG BOSSES were watching.... my voice started to get tensed up again..... I got really frustrated ....and after reherasl the director actually came to me and ask if my voice is ok.....*Oh bugge.... and I didn;t know how to reply, I probably said the worse thing I would by just confessing that my voice had been funny for awhile whenever I speak in the show..... my singing voice is Ok though....

afterwards I just though 'ooooo crap....why didn't I come up with a better reason to tell my boss?' (By the way I have been waiting to hear from them if they will offer me my singer contract back despite my diffculit schedule.... ) now there is no way that they will give me my contract !!!!  and I felt soooo bad and frustrated as I know it's all psycological, and yet I still had 2 more shows to do.  So before my first show I started my co worker to pray for me..... felt a bit better afterwards and went on do my show.... all the time still thinking ' oooo crap, I'm soooo bad ...'  and guess waht ? after the show I got called in the office and I throught' Now what?'..... turned out I got another appreciation card from the guests!!!! OOOOOO my God..... it's probably from one of the super fans and just out of support but the fact that it come in the prefect timing !!!!

and that's not it! after my shows I wassitting around.... trying to work, and they called me in the office again..... and this time..... I GOT OFFERED THE CONTRACT!!!!!!  OOOOO MY LORD!!!!!  i was jumping non stop. and I rushed off to tell my friends.... I get in thepark, tell my friend about what just happened, and the minute I told her ' God is good ' someone taped my shoulder, I turn around IT"S P SAM KIM!!!! ( my pastor!!!) and I'm speechless....... only if i needed more sign from theLord that it was alll from Him.....

I am sooooooooo overwhlemed about the whole thing.....I'm speechless......

i can only say GOD IS GOOD!!!!!!