My Latest Obsession

A friend of mine sent me this poem the other day. It was very thought provoking so I thought I'd share it with you. Every poem means something different to the person reading it, a little like the songs we listen to. Poetry/ song is like a vessel in which we each attach our own emotions to. That's why it's so beautiful, it expresses our deepest feelings, and yet at the same time, connects us to one another.

I felt almost deprived that I was not exposed to more literature as a kid. I realised the flaws of the UK education system, although we specialise more than the US system does during university, our lack of general courses reduces the breadth of knowledge we acquire. This is sad, if you ask me.

Having read this, I also felt a little sad for our generation, we live in a such a fast-pace era that little time is left for us to contemplate or to reflect. What happened to our connection to nature? Always seeking for instant gratification it seems... Pour a bucket of red paint on a canvas and we call it art, splash sex and genitalia on a melody and it's a song. What happened to the subtlety of things. I know these are generalisations... it's just I sometimes wish there were more profound things being said in art/ poetry/ music. I miss the Bob Dylan days :)

Are our lives too well-off, is there little left to fight for? Why have we become so numb...

ODE TO A NIGHTINGALE by John Keats

My heart aches, and a drowsy numbness pains

    My sense, as though of hemlock I had drunk,

Or emptied some dull opiate to the drains

    One minute past, and Lethe-wards had sunk:

'Tis not through envy of thy happy lot,

    But being too happy in thine happiness, -

        That thou, light-winged Dryad of the trees,

                In some melodious plot

    Of beechen green and shadows numberless,

        Singest of summer in full-throated ease.

O, for a draught of vintage! that hath been

    Cool'd a long age in the deep-delved earth,

Tasting of Flora and the country green,

    Dance, and Provençal song, and sunburnt mirth!

O for a beaker full of the warm South,

    Full of the true, the blushful Hippocrene,

        With beaded bubbles winking at the brim,

                And purple-stained mouth;

    That I might drink, and leave the world unseen,

        And with thee fade away into the forest dim:

Fade far away, dissolve, and quite forget

    What thou among the leaves hast never known,

The weariness, the fever, and the fret

    Here, where men sit and hear each other groan;

Where palsy shakes a few, sad, last gray hairs,

    Where youth grows pale, and spectre-thin, and dies;

        Where but to think is to be full of sorrow

                And leaden-eyed despairs,

    Where Beauty cannot keep her lustrous eyes,

        Or new Love pine at them beyond to-morrow.

Away! away! for I will fly to thee,

    Not charioted by Bacchus and his pards,

But on the viewless wings of Poesy,

    Though the dull brain perplexes and retards:

Already with thee! tender is the night,

    And haply the Queen-Moon is on her throne,

        Cluster'd around by all her starry Fays;

                But here there is no light,

    Save what from heaven is with the breezes blown

        Through verdurous glooms and winding mossy ways.

I cannot see what flowers are at my feet,

    Nor what soft incense hangs upon the boughs,

But, in embalmed darkness, guess each sweet

    Wherewith the seasonable month endows

The grass, the thicket, and the fruit-tree wild;

    White hawthorn, and the pastoral eglantine;

        Fast fading violets cover'd up in leaves;

                And mid-May's eldest child,

    The coming musk-rose, full of dewy wine,

        The murmurous haunt of flies on summer eves.

Darkling I listen; and, for many a time

    I have been half in love with easeful Death,

Call'd him soft names in many a mused rhyme,

    To take into the air my quiet breath;

Now more than ever seems it rich to die,

    To cease upon the midnight with no pain,

        While thou art pouring forth thy soul abroad

                In such an ecstasy!

    Still wouldst thou sing, and I have ears in vain -

        To thy high requiem become a sod.

Thou wast not born for death, immortal Bird!

    No hungry generations tread thee down;

The voice I hear this passing night was heard

    In ancient days by emperor and clown:

Perhaps the self-same song that found a path

    Through the sad heart of Ruth, when, sick for home,

        She stood in tears amid the alien corn;

                The same that oft-times hath

    Charm'd magic casements, opening on the foam

        Of perilous seas, in faery lands forlorn.

Forlorn! the very word is like a bell

    To toll me back from thee to my sole self!

Adieu! the fancy cannot cheat so well

    As she is fam'd to do, deceiving elf.

Adieu! adieu! thy plaintive anthem fades

    Past the near meadows, over the still stream,

        Up the hill-side; and now 'tis buried deep

                In the next valley-glades:

    Was it a vision, or a waking dream?

        Fled is that music: - Do I wake or sleep?