finally...a decision making

did u ever want something or someone so badly? maybe it's jus a wish. maybe its a goal for some reasons.sometimes, may doubting if its jus a real phanton. feel so pain while u going thru those suffers. its like cars-chasing in a race. speedy,dangerous,fun, exciting.there's no answer nor rewards in return after all. stil, at the same time, u may think u're  the lucky one to get the passion for it once in  your life time.y ppl get themselves in pickles? y not hike in something back for goods?its hilarious? lets come to the truth,get to the crunch. or maybe back to reality.radically approach make  it to be more tension  leads to bigger satisfaction bt nothing about the success.the shitty old rules became the majority in the circle.behave well is the only solution? dat makes everything more peaceful n make sense?its time to start a new page..u know man...its all up to ya.its all about making choices. u know it..u know all circumstances.be honest to urself is always a win situation, feels good even it fails.stand for ur heart,u rules n taste the goodness of pain.blessed,maine