Unraveled

God's undoing me...

All my insecurities have revealed my false securities. My sense of identity in ministry, or in victories, or even failure. Honestly it seems like none of those things matter.

I just realized that even though I'm not walking in "sin" I could still feel the same shame and guilt. I guess that's what a pharisee is like. Paul said that he followed every single law, while the young rich man followed all the commandments since he was young...

And Jesus simply asks us to follow Him.Like David said today.. I want to look at a timeline of my life, and I want it to be constantly saying, "help God" I need you so much Jesus..