It seems like in these past two years, I've been hiding my emotions well. Where has my passion gone? It seems like nothing can bother me these days.
Maybe I have forgotten that I am still that fragile person I once was before...maybe I've grown immune to hurt feelings....slowly I'm not feeling anything, and that's pretty scary!
It's easy to blame the bustling HK society for not giving me a moment to breathe or reflect upon myself. Work, church, and music have occupied most of my life. But where is the rest of me?
Maybe I need to be more selfish and give myself some private moments.
Maybe some Bread or David Gates would help.
Maybe I need someone to break my heart so I can feel again.
I have God. I have music. I have my daily anxiety.
I miss my human side of life....I miss you....