ANGRY!!!

Today was supposed to be on the 2nd day of MC but due to the nature of my work, i have to do make up for lessons no matter wat, so i decided to just go for the group class to conduct the parent teacher meeting to get it done and over with.

I just recovered from diarrhoea today due to taking of medicine (which i have stopped as i fear it's not good for the foetus), left vomitting (which i did last nite 145am). I left Mr Cloudz' house at 715pm and was stuck at a jam just at the junction before the shopping mall containing my music school. Was stuck from about 745-8pm. Was slightly panicking so prayed for a lot. Luckily i found one in time, and managed to squeeze time to go toilet before the class.

Reached, saw no one, decided to write the agenda on the board. And started to practise my repertoires for the next course level for tmr's training while waiting. Time passed and no one arrived. I started to call some of them, and 1 was sick, another not at home but not coming. Then got handphones of some, they told me not coming either. In the end the WHOLE Class of parents didn't come. And i came all the way rushing, even though i was RECOVERING from my SICKNESS. Was VERY ANGRY!!!

Then was made to fill up the many classes and individuals for my Leave/sick form. I told the admin staff that on my blood test date on 18th Feb, i WILL NOT teach That group class since im really on medical leave anyway!!! They Dun deserve my kindness. Relief teacher can takeover while i do my MORE IMPORTANT blood test!

Yep was so upset that i ended up crying when Mr Cloudz came to help me get my stuff from the classroom. Luckily he drove back home, dun think i was in the state to drive back.

Twice so angry. Hope my foetus is not adversely affected...God bless, Amen!