Eve of big day

Sorting out my guest table lists in Excel sheet now, dad's friends especially...a bit complex, to fit in the tables nicely...

Had a lot of unhappiness with some ppl on their selfishness claiming they'd help my wedding but when come to the crunch their attitude was the opposite....cried this morning and last night.

But got over it. Guess these ppl just showed their true colours, ugly colours. I'd know to steer clear from them.

Anyway i have very good friends and truly good family members who are genuinely happy for me, and sad to say even my friends online here and Multiply treat me better than those supposedly 'close' to me. Hence we find our own 'sanctuary' or little 'havens'. Sometimes i wonder if they are jealous hence they act in such ways as mentioned by my mum. But watever.

Anyway, i pray that God will protect and bless me and my loved ones. And He'd give me control over my enemies.

Jabez Prayer~Oh God, that you will bless me indeed. Enlarge my territory, May Your hand be with me, and prevent me from evil, so that i may not cause harm.

Seems like ppl harm me when i didn't even do anything...

May God bless our wedding days and marriage. Amen!