This is lil’ awkward. My momma just threatened to have me locked up for believing I am not getting enough sleep (major assumption Mainly due to my ex girlfriend and her propaganda that seems to read a lot of time on my mom. Depending on what mood she’s in. This time she was on in the “already pressed the red button mood”)... not like I was waiting for a big break as an excuse, but naturally I took this as that, and excuse or justify her to spread my wings a little. I truly need to get outside of my disgustingly shitty city of Des Moines for so many reasons I don’t care to discuss right now. For some reason my targets were on New York City. It could be the hundreds of people that have told me my artwork will flourish there and it would kickstart jump start my career as an artist and multiply it pretty much. My contact is not… He’s ignoring me. Lame I know, so this is a cry for help. Crying is just a word and definitely not supposed to be taking specifically. I know people in Chicago and it’s a great city for art. I think I have potential there for sure. But now even more I really do want to pursue New York City for at least a month! May sound like a pipe dream but I’ll prove anyone wrong at this point the way I feel is real and so tangible that I won’t settle for anywhere else. I will stay in hostels I will sleep in the park…? this is sad and that is for sure because my mother has a bad temper and brother has many Richard points about him when regarding me to where he has changed peoples outlook on me in a bad way and I don’t know why he would do that. I am fed up with my family in general and need this to not only have offered to send to the next level. Grant, you are not the only host or guide if you will be in New York for me I hope LOL, so don’t feel pressured if that’s what’s going on with you. I will do this on my own if I have to but I am coming there buddy. SMH Because I know he and my brother were hanging out when he came to Des Moines a couple weeks ago or so. I can only imagine what was said and now this is making sense so… Hopefully included some seeds for anyone. OH! @gloriajohnhawaiianeyes @jasonHarrington @mosesmorales_ From New York City to LA,