wanting too much?

I wonder if sometimes I want too many things, too fast. I have a lot of goals, and dreams, and wishes. And I’ve learnt that it takes time, and it takes hard work and a lot of effort, and focus, and determination to get to where I want. And I’m willing to invest the time to plant the seeds, water the plants and fertilise the soil until dreams bear fruit.

I love inspiring people to follow their dreams.

But for myself personally, I strive to be the best actor I can be. Even if it takes my whole life to attain the highest level, to maximise my potential, I will do it. Strive for that excellence. Everything in my life builds towards that dream, that goal. And at times, it can be overwhelming.

To this end, my mind has started to wander back to studying in the field of acting. I know, it is not necessary to get a degree to be an actor. But the years of training would definitely give me good grounding for the goal that I have. I want to improve as an actor. I want to be the best I can be – and I believe in my own ability and talent and potential. I just have to invest those gifts in the good ground.

Coordinating Word of the Actor, starting up Word Films, building up media contacts, professional work, learning different languages, learning dance & singing, working on my finances, attending a Meisner Course – all this is good, but not enough.I desire to be the best.

Do I want too much?