the past demands its due
and, if not paid in full,
will mortgage the future
you want to turn your face away,
tired of the pain and constriction
imposed on you by experience.
your soul is free,
but struggles to bring your heart along;
a thing of the air,
it is wrapped in unfulfilled expectations
that turn heavy
and force you down to earth,
grounding hopes and desires
that long to soar skywards
on soft wings
that gently whir as they cut the air.
to break free of the past
see what you can give away,
pass this heavy burden you carry
to its rightful owner
and reclaim your freedom.
sorrow is ours for only a time,
while joy is the fabric of our truest being,
the light that casts a life into relief
and shows us the true measure of things.
In Memoriam Leslie Cheung 1956-2003 Our Leslie, beautiful like a flower. I love you today and always-- a part of my heart beats for you alone, tonight a