leading the team

  prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /      Well….these past few days have been pretty stressful for me.  The director of My Show put a few of us in charge of creating the different group performances.  There are 3 of us from the “talented” group who got chosen.  So, for the last few days I have been trying to come up with ideas but nothing seemed to work.  Then….yesterday the directors changed their mind about certain things…that made me have to completely change everything that I though of before….

      Now, for the competition we are divided by our number into 2 groups (instead of the “idols” against the “talented”.  So the first half going by numbers is group A and the rest of us are group B (my group).  This week, group A will be competing individually and they will only select 8 people to go into the top 20.  The B group is in charge of the opening act.  So….that’s where I come in.  It’s really frustrating because I had such a headache with thinking about the program for 2 days…when they changed their minds about certain things….then I had to completely re think who would be in the program.  Now….the group that I’m working with is quite talented and we had a very successful meeting yesterday discussing what the program would be.  They all had very good ideas which we finally agreed on…and now it’s just a matter of practicing and putting it all together….I’m confident that this group act will be just as good as last weeks…but..all I ask is that everyone has fun with it and I know that it will be great!  I don’t want to get into too much detail about the act…hopefully, I’ll be able to post each performance on my site….      You know, it’s not really my forte leading people.  But, I think that all in all…it has really been a good experience for me.  It can be very frustrating..and I have complained about it many times with my mother….but, if I see the finished product, I know that I will be happy in the end…knowing that it was all worth the headache.  Maybe it’s good that I’ve been forced to do something like this.  Because I never really saw myself as a leader….But, I guess, since I am older and have more experience….it makes sense that I should try my best to give my experiences to my group.  I just hope that they don’t think that I’m too bossy…and learn from me like I have been learning from them…..

   這幾天我覺得自已壓力很大，我們的導演在我們之中選了幾個人負責 排節目，我們實力組有三個人被選上，我是其中之一 ，我們想了很多方案，但是似乎沒有一個是成形的，一直到昨天 ，導演突然改變了主意，結果又推翻了我之前所有的想法…

   結果現在我們的遊戲規則變成這樣了，把我們所有人(四十人 )分成AB組，代替了我們先前偶像組對實力組的做法 ，我被分在B組。這個星期A組的二十人比賽，只有八個人進二十強 ，我們B組這個星期的任務只是開場表演嘉賓…

   實際上這幾天我為了想表演的節目整天在煩惱，現在他們卻改變主意 了，所以我得重新調整整個節目，幸虧現在和我一起排節目的組員實 際上都是很有才華，昨天我們一起討論的時候，大家都有很多好的想 法，而且最後大家都能認同整個節目的按排，所以現在我只須要想的 是怎麼把這些原素放進去，以及能趕快排練出來，我相信這回出來的 東西能像上個星期一樣好，不過我對他們說，只要我們表演得很投入 很開心就行了….在這兒我不想花時間介紹我的節目 ，我會把節目放在我的博客裡讓你們大家來作評論….

   現在我明白自已並不是很專長去做一個領導，但是至少這對我來說是 一次很好的經驗…在這其間，我差不多天天都打電話給我母親訴苦 …但是當最後我完成了整個節目後，我卻還是很開心的 ，一切都是值得的，當時的壓力，頭痛，煩惱都一掃而空 ，或許能夠被強迫去做並不是件壞事，不然我永遠不會知道自已可以 成為一個領導者，或許導演選我是因為這群人裡，我年紀比較大 ，比較有經驗，我的確應該用我的經驗去和我一起演出的人分享 ，我只是不希望他們覺得我太權威，我只是希望他們能從我那兒學到 些什麼，就像我也從他們身上學到很多…