My deep thoughts

Everyone goes through significant points in their life.  Whether it be some tragic event or a crossroad that will change the way they see things in the world.  I feel like I am at that crossroad now.  I know that I’ve always been the baby in the family (even with a younger brother).  And I’ve always been lucky to have people protect me and make me oblivious to anything too complicated.  Yes, that’s me.  A dreamer.  I’m always stuck in my own happy little world and never worrying about the details of things because I have others to look after me.  My sister, Eugenia thinks that it is a blessing in disguise…perhaps it is sometimes…

My famous words, as my father would say are:  “I don’t know.”  Not a very good thing as I have learned in the past year.  My character of trusting people and giving too much of “the benefit of the doubt” to people has caused this significant point in my life to brew up.  And it has not only affected me, it has brought in the people that I care about the most.  My family.  And nobody can mess with my family in my perfect world.  It’s a hard lesson to learn.  And I’ve accepted it.  There are worse things in this world and I’d like to think of myself as an optimistic person.  My faith has kept me this way. There is something great that is going to come out of this lesson….the lesson that I am in at this very moment.  I hope that this month will mark the end of this event.  But, no matter what happens…I’m thankful.  I’m thankful because I’m not alone.  I’m thankful for people that I love in my life…to me, that is the greatest and most important thing.  Material things can be gone in a second…fame comes and goes…but, my relationships are the key to my happiness