I just today found out about the death of Elisa Lam. I started reading this case, because it was mysterious, but then I watched video and for some reason it touched my heart deeply. I didn't find it scary, like some people, instead I thought it was sad. Rightaway I saw vulnerability in this girl, and her life energy could be felt even through the video. Then I started reading her tumblr and blogspot and found out she is a lot like me, and I saw a lot of people commenting, they felt the same thing. Suddenly I felt like I lost someone very close to me. Now I am devastated. I can't make myself come back to my usual life. This is my fault. This is our fault. She shouldn't have been lonely, she shouldn't have felt worthless. We need to start appreciating people for what they are and not for their skills, fashion, money, etc. Every life matters. Elisa is gone now and she can't be brought back. Let's at least try to change ourselves and society, so her death won't be for nothing... Million thoughts in my head, so I can't express everything here. I want to tell her I'm sorry, but I can't anymore. #ElisaLam #蓝可儿 #藍可兒