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it’s been a minute since i posted something new so i feel compelled to submit an entry.  look at that.  slave to you.  how’d that fucking happen?  look how much power you have over me.

anyway, i have been deliciously busy the last two weeks with a good number of auditions and callbacks to most of them.  i guess i can’t complain about not having too many auditions because i get called back a lot.  i’d rather have fewer auditions and a high callback ratio than a ton of auditions and a low callback ratio.  it means my agents are doing a good job submitting me for the appropriate jobs for my type.  AND that i’m doing well in the room too.  so yay.  high fives all around.  i smell a job around the corner.

i am also meeting with a theatrical agent sometime in the next two weeks.  this is an agent who i think will be a great match and we’ve been emailing to figure out a time to meet.  i’m very eager to get back into the game theatrically (film and tv).  ARGHHH I CAN’T WAIT.  but let’s not get too desperate now…it always shows.  chill the fuck out, patty.

actually…i’ve been thinking about this a lot lately.  i tend to get really excited about things…ideas, possibilities, etc..  maybe i get a bit overzealous and scare people off a little.  i dunno.  but it’s ok…i’ve also experienced the magic of meeting the right people and sparks flare and big shit happens.  i love that.  so anyway…i’ll just continue being my excitable self thank you very much and with the right match, things will just GO.

luckily, i also get over shit fast when things don’t work out — it helps tremendously in this business.  you’re rejected so much that you better be able to get over it fast, boy.  my advice to any aspiring actors out there:  get over shit.  FAST.  go to your audition and then forget about it.  IMMEDIATELY.  or else you’ll carry that into the next one and it’ll fuck your shit up and then you’ll hate yourself and then you won’t be able to stop thinking about it and it’ll fuck your shit up even MORE.  it’s a vicious cycle, and so utterly pointless, so just stop it.

this is one seriously loosened bowel of written poo and i won’t torture you with much more.  when there’s meatier topics, there will be more solidly formed poo.  still talking blog here, people.

someone slap me now.

uh…and here’s a photo i posted on superfuture yesterday.  woo.