REPLAYing

Just watched TY"s True colors... and it provoked some thoughts... sometimes i have walked around thinking about where i am and what i have been doing.. when i walk around ..it can be in a daze.. like i am part in a movie.. of myself...it's like speed watching myself sometimes....rewind and replaying the motion...observing the surroundings... other people.. the beautiful things that are around you.. they do not always have to be pleasant,  they can be disturbing to look at...or ugly.. but it evokes an emotion....Yes you sometimes need to take the time to just stop.. and i do.

...i  remember a moment standing on a street corner in NYC when i first arrived and listening to passers by around me.. and its was like me in a comedy.. the sense of humour was quite different to the Brit one.. and it really made me laugh to myself. There's many every day circumstances that amuse me greatly.. and it makes me wonder more.. about why i am there..but it all does depend on how you look about it.

We all go through the motions every day and it can be the same... and i always wondered and visualized in my mind of being somewhere else and what i would be doing. Sometimes the feeling is so strong - you are there...and you will get there. You sense your own emotions from what you see...i often tell myself how lucky i am to be where i am today. there have been a lot of sacrifices along the way and i do often think how did i get here and what's the real purpose.