its been long overdue...

2.9 months...12.4 weeks...87 days...2088 hrs...since my last post. it's so typical of me though...to procrastinate to the point of mental lassitude...to neglect to the point where boredom sets in....to deny to the degree of unintentional abandonment...( have i just sub- consciously summed up all the issues i may have with "intimacy"...haha )...this holds true with xanga, blogspot, friendster and any other blogger type devices i have attempted to progressively update...please excuse my Aquarian ways...with that said...i refuse to relapse with AND...and yes there's just too much at stake!

well where do i begin. so much has happened since. leisure wise...the unforgettable trip to the Beijing Olympics....getting lost (and fat) in Ho chi minh city...on the work front...the new club videos we have and will continue to produce...the clothing line we are about to launch...the fast food restaurant which will open at the end of the month...and to save the best for last...i've completed a pivotal step in garnering more commercial interest for my "baby" project...the stars have been aligning in my favor as of late...i'm happy for that...or am i?...contentment is still an allure through my eyes...spiritually i've attained a deeper understanding for the state of "nothingness"...i've finally realized that having no thoughts could just as well be the key to having more thoughts...inspired and positive thought, per se...but without making this entry sound too much like a picturesque afternoon special...over the past months, my mind has at times teetered over towards the realm of the unilluminated. struggling between self deception,  addiction and that constant void of wanting to sustain that artistic edge. the need for affrimation lead me to this article by SAMUEL G. FREEDMAN published some 13 years ago.  If all goes as planned his article could very well be my salvation.

HOW INNER TORMENT FEEDS THE CREATIVE SPIRIT http://query.nytimes.com/gst/fullpage.html?res=9B0DE7DF1338F934A25752C1A963948260&sec=&spon=&pagewanted=

to end...big ups to all that have provided unconditional support over the last couple of months...the prime directive has certainly not changed...in fact it's only the approach and delivery that has shifted for the better...creating change is a muthafucka...but man..somebodies gotta kill it...might as well be we.

'til next juncture. court is adjourned. Stanley

P.S

T.I - No Matter What a lil something to help when you can sense that morose overcast setting in. T.I shines as usual.

Video:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BvkQU95BbmE