love and hate

i had a chance to visit a good friend of mine earlier this afternoon. the way we kick it has always been the same. we just chill and talk. the spirit of curiosity and the provocation of conscious thought is undoubtedly the obtruding commonality that keeps our friendship unique. If only we could document our conversations, the way we analyze, decrypt and foresee all the elements in the construction of our lives.  It would be a trip to watch the footage in 10 years to see if any of our prophetic insights had any basis. A psychological argument right would be that we were we just a bunch of delude geeks so obsessed with eccentricity that we have completely asked that our left hemisphere take dominance. And It's a shame that I can only have these conversations with a selected few, i'm sure of this because i've gotten alot of confused "whats?' and sardonic "nods" from friends and colleagues alike. It doesn't bother me though. Cause i mean, that only just validates everything that we are so passionately cuckoo about. the truth is always stranger than fiction and that, is the damn truth. the crazy thing about it is that this information is everywhere. we just need to open our eyes and minds. it's hardly a conspiracy anymore. there's enough information out here and believers to confirm that this shit is real.  that's why it's so love and hate with my boy. i love the conversations we have but it's the days following it. my obsession and quest for the truth re-ignites. i find myself spending days researching and researching. finding out everything i can about 2012, the Annanuki, the Sumerians, Reptilians, David Icke, Alex Jones, Masons, superior blood lines...it goes on and on. Which hinders no doubt hinders the progression towards my undaunted destination. But then T always says" what's the rush, you're going to get there anyways". To top it off he lent me this book he just finished reading. "Born on a Blue Day - Inside the extrodinary mind of an autistic savant"  The real life account of the Daniel Tammet who has unimaginable mental powers.  He has an amazing affinity to see and feel numbers in shapes, colors and textures and can perform extraordinary mathematical equations in his head. After the first page i discovered that he was born on Jan. 28th. So it is true, we are the geniuses of the zodiac. But seriously, it looks like its going to be a fascinating read. Good night guys. I'm tired.