Sleep . Sleep . Sleep . Killing my soul . Don't step on my broken heart , I can't take it no more . Trying to fulfill everyone's expectations and now I am lost . Lost keeping everyone happy but who understands my pain . I should man Up stop complaining , how many time should I cut my self all is left is these Slitted veins . Drop , drop , drop . Each drop of my blood , now I don't have to worry no more about others , I couldn't live for myself but now I can die for myself . Lost is my ego . Lost is self value . Lost in keeping others smiling . Now I frown , but no more this shall continue . Lord lord lord , please come and hug me before the Satan comes and hugs me . Somebody come love and spoil me . I am dying to get spoiled . They said love others and they love you back But where is that love . Expression . Expression . Express . If you don't express your love to me how will I live . How will I have the courage to not kill myself . Breathing in breathing out . One day I will not be here and you will never have the chance to express your love to me . It's a long way to go . Death , pain , sorrow and loneliness is all I see . Where is the light in the dark ? For thousand times I have thought of this am I expecting too much . But at least I should get what I deserve . Is this what I deserve . My expectations are so low now all I want is to hug death now. Leave this world full ungrateful human beings . ~Asu #asuclicks