Movies

Don’t doubt my taste in  films just because I watch Hairspray and Gossip girl.  I like foreign films too. Those are my fav.Battle Loyale  (Only people who saw this will get me, but right after seeing this movie, my neighbor came in with army outfit with B.B. gun to scare me. I really pissed in my pants.) TampopoWeather man ( I love nic cage. I just love his horse face.) My life as a dogBilly Elliot(because I’m gay.)Paper MoonBreakfast at Tiffany ( Any Audrey Hepburn movie, I love. I love how she has fake lashes when she sleeps, I love how perfect she ...Read more

chicken miso soup (remixed by lil wayne)

Because lil wayne is all up in everyone’s remix. Even in ur aunti’s ipod remix. Never a day goes by without seeing lil wayne. I’m surprised that he hasn’t done endosement with “Martha Stewart Living” and came up with poncho with hoddie. Anyway, every year after Xmas, I get sick. It is like having Xmas and B’day in same month. Oh, it eer wat it eer. I run around at the mall in the rainy days, loose sleep, eat too much tarts and hotdogs. It’s worth it. December is still the best. Jesus was born.Btw, Non drowsy medicine ...Read more

Paper

We all gotta work.  I have days I am excited( For me, if it’s modeling gig for mag. or any acting gig .) and days I’m going ‘cus mommy gotta put money in the bank. Then I heard this  story about Tim Mcgrath. Him and other singers supposed to perform, but found out audience was small. All the singer canceled. Tim still showed up. He said ” I’m here to entertain ya all.” He sang all night. I’m not his fan, but that’s cool. I do like Hannah Montana though. I will have a child name Hannah Montanaka one day with my future husband.  Anyways. I remember the t...Read more

I like

Pringles

hotels

towels

cleaning

studying

patient people

peggy

small group

my girl friends

my fans

ppl who leaves me comments( I love you.)

bday

xmas

money

nunchuck

Beyonce(for now.)

compliments

girls who get drunk and act gay

but I am straight.

hair

J.C. (is my husband now.)People who can express...Read more

Pepto

There is no day goes by seeing the words or pics that is sexual. When you open the email, Wife swapping and Penis enlargement. On the radio, Dr. Drew is talking about sex with cousin. Even oprah had 237 reasons to hace sex. She’s more like 237 reasons why not to have sex. (  I just don’t mess with powerful bitches. ) I moved to WeHO once, thinking, if I live there, I wouldn’t be bothered. I was not bothered. Instead,  I was impressed. They are proud to be sexual. I go to the market and there is  a guy in daisy dukes, humping shopping cart in aisle 3.  ...Read more

December. My bday

Oh,  Be quiet for asking “How old are you?” I am 62 years old.  Don’t we all hate it when someone’s like ” You are 21. Act your age.” I say,” Already then, I’m going to get me some hard liquor , stripper,  porn and ciggs.” Anyways…. Dec. is good.  J.C. was born.  It is like getting back massage by Lucy Lu  while having room service in bed and shopping at the mall all at once. I shouldn’t have my hopes to high though. Last year, I spend my bday with Grace and her bf. after work.   No fancy date. (by my choice though so please do not feel sor...Read more

I wish

I could pay more attention to others when they are talking about rigatoni with cheese and be more tech like other asians. I wish I was not solo at the table and  had my fat wife at thanks giving dinner but loving wife who would wear sweater with goose for no reason.

But instead I fell in love. I fell in love with this lady. she’s from south africa. She’s about 50(?) years old. She told me the story about Bhutan. Bhutan is the remote place btwn China and himalayas the majority is buddhist cultureand “happy” as democracy. She told me that when s...Read more

wedding 11.23.2008

If I ever get married, I would get so nervous, I wouldn’t be able to eat all day. I would just have prune (good for the digestion) and glass of red wine. (good for the blood circulations.)  Thinking about going under the water. Wow. Finally. After all those years. Finally I belong. I’m safe now. That’s all you have wanted.  I’d wear 10 dollar white bra and  panties from Urban outfitters , not the $300 black lace Agent Provovateur set. Keep it simple. Call my mom. She’s complaining about my sister being difficult. I love Tanakas. When I’m b...Read more

How was your month?

Hope you grow. Hope you had a good meal. I learned lot.

I learnedHard work will pay off

listen to other people

Do not throw things on the floor

Do something you are scared of.

What was your lesson this month? I wanna know.. I had my ups and downs, October was just fun.  Then November was lots of spiritual growth. I act tough, I drink gasoline in the morning, but with luckycharm. I’m very sensitive at heart. So when ppl accuse me if I’m porn star that hurts. It is like someone accusing you if you are...Read more

HOMESICK!

Tokyo is the dopest city for Christmas. Ginza is the place to go. Lighting on the tree, shopping, restaurant, everything is open for 24/7.  I think because I told everyone I’m going home this winter, and my friends are expecting me back, I’m getting homesick. Badly. I’m not always wonder woman in tight pants fighting against the world. When I say fighting against the world means picking up the lint of the sweater and try not to litter as much. Amen.