No more!

Ok....so, today has been a day of weighing out my choices...you know, pros and cons....It has been a confusing day...I've gone back and forth about my decision...but, finally....I've decided and I've already told my manager here and she is going to discuss it with the producer tomorrow.  I weighed out everything from what bothered me about the production to the reasons why I'd stay on with the project...and well, the reasons for staying were mainly to please other people. 

From the looks of it, the movie is probably going to take much longer than they say...and it makes me so unhappy to think about...I don't think I could take another 3 months or more of pretending to be ok with things....so...I've decided to leave the project.  Just saying it makes me feel a release!  I'm finally going to take charge of my life and not do things to please people.  I'm finally ready to actually decide for myself for once.  I'm not going to let anyone convince me that my choice is wrong because for me...it's the right choice....

This is a really big step for me.  So....what's next?  I have a lot of plans and I'm going to have to start figuring things out.  So....I'll be moving back to HK soon......and starting new things because my management is changing and also I have a new music manager....I've also started to think about teaching dance...but, we'll see what happens....